Shit, shit, shit...this isn't good`
It's not really the same place. Our various girly problems are totally different. But the result is the same. Trying and trying to control something that is supposed to be totally natural. Stumping doctor after doctor with our weird girly problems. It so sucks.
I feel terrible guilt about this. The Girl has had a multitude of issues since before she was born. She's had a full genetic workup and she didn't inherit my weird genetic anomaly, thank goodness, but she's certainly inherited something pretty crappy. The doctor suggested a couple of scenarios, but none of them are good. They just aren't. She's done every medical intervention there is. She's been seen for 2 years by the head of Adolescent Gynecology at Children's in Boston. This is a great doctor that I like and trust, and she's worried. If she's worried, I'm apoplectic.
I'm trying to keep my game face on, but I'm not doing well. I'm scared beyond scared for my Girl. We have an appointment with the surgeon on the 21st. The doctor we saw today thought that it couldn't wait. It all sounds so ominous. It shouldn't be happening.
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